~MY BELOVED AND I~
1977
As incredible as it seems this month my Mr. AGPMan will complete a full year of night classes. I first shared with you about his plans to return to college in August of 2010 and if you'd like you can read all about it HERE and HERE. After some scheduling delays, last May his classes finally began. Only a few more months of studies and then come November he will complete his accelerated courses and FINALLY graduate with a Computer Science degree. On Thursday evening while in class he was measured for his cap and gown and was given information about ordering announcements.
Can this be true???
ONLY A FEW MORE MONTHS?
ONLY A FEW MORE MONTHS?
Oh my goodness!
OH MY GOODNESS!!!!
In many ways this past year has flown by. Equally there have been many challenging days that were difficult to meander through and I felt like some of those days would never end!
My guy has studied long, long hours.
Taken and passed many difficult tests.
Studied.
Read.
Studied more.
Read more.
Studied more and more and more.
Read more and more and more.
Went without sleep.
Went without sleep.
Went without sleep.
Went without sleep.
He questioned
WHAT HE WAS DOING A GAJILLION TIMES
before finally settling in for the long haul.
And me, you ask? Well...Can I be honest here?
Hmmmm....
OK...HONESTY!
Right?
Well, early on I spent many
long
long
long
long
hours alone.
(Being lonely in your house when not alone is not a good feeling!)
At first I pouted over the loss of our routine life.
Then I got depressed.
Then I got angry.
I prayed a lot.
I prayed a lot.
I prayed a lot.
I prayed a lot.
Finally...
I began to embrace a new normal.
I read.
Blogged too much.
Painted.
Sewed.
(Did more special orders than I dreamed I'd ever do.)
Prayed more.
I said
WHAT HAVE I AGREED TO? A GAJILLION TIMES
before eventually finding
peace
peace
peace
peace
While embracing God's amazing grace.
Both my hubby and I have learned a lot over the past twelve or so months about our lives and each other. None the least being that although grueling at times it is possible to go back and right a past wrong. School is often difficult when you are young, but it can be REALLY hard when you are older.
But, we are strong.
Committed.
Resilient.
Blessed.
And...
He's still my man.
I'm still his lady.
Truthfully it all feels a bit surreal.
For so long the husband of my youth and I lived with such intensive regret over him not finishing college that sometimes pressing onward was tough. This last year has been quite a ride emotionally for both of us and I'm grateful it is over. Only a few months to go now and my hubby's hard-earned and long overdue diploma will be in hand.
We've certainly taken the LONG WAY around the world!
Note To My Mr. AGPMan:
The finish line is in view...the race is almost over! I'm still in your corner and more proud of you than I can say. Never too late...never too late...never too late to be what you could have been!
YOU CAN DO THIS! YOU CAN DO THIS!
I love you most
xo~Beck
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Gotta go~
Love to you...










